Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Sacred

We are as pure as fortune has made us.
If life is paused while sleeping, then what is praying if we aren't paused with God?
"Closed eyes can find the way, just feel for the love" they say.
But the eye is pulled from the skull and darkness is blending in.
Eye for an eye until we are all blind.
And darkness is a cloth we have wrapped ourselves in.
...
"How envious I was of others, drowning in a perfection that was fiction. A decade of years wasted on my life, the meaning of my life was wasted. A superb fragment, a diamond found from lost treasure. My life was gold, but I sold it for riches, I stole it from thieves."
Love and happiness lifts our souls and fills our hearts with contentment.
But we must act, we must always react.
...
Then the age of men were washed away, with all that was given to them. They have received much more than they have needed and now are left with forgiveness and death.
Sorrow flooded the lands of the earth because it lacked love and faith.
"All gold stays." He says,
...
"Whether its clothing or letters or pins or diamonds. But what has belonged must stay and is passed on from generation to generation. Legends live on but people die, that is the prophecy. But these don't belong in heaven. Only those who are true to themselves, that have found pure love and faith must go to heaven. That is why you live your whole life. That is the meaning of your own life, you must find the way to heaven. That is where you belong. Now come and let your treasures go. Give them to your children and tell them the history of where that treasure has been. Leave them faith and the will to carry this on."
...
And you will never die.
We are blessed.

Friday, August 16, 2013

Captivity, And Then Independence

We are in a fever.
Take a step back to rethink.
Life wasn't suppose to be as empty as this.
They say, "Courage is fear, that has said its prayers."
Well if that is true, then I am a free man.
Who breathed free air for so long.
But why are these chains binding me and I'm tugging on them to make them tighter, to numb the pain?
Everyday, I am a righteous man walking a path straight for destruction.
I have a thought to think, with no will to believe.
A once powerful life, became nothing.
That, then became a part of me.
I have build my life, I have sold my body, I have deprived my mind and fled my soul.

Then a spark, like a lightening bolt, opened the door. The savior I have so longed, has saved myself.
"Faith was born."
We are only drops of water from the rain, that formed a puddle, that formed the sea. We are the examples of life, we are the change to be.
 
Take care of your mind and body. Nurture your heart and soul. When you have nothing left, that is all you need.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Love, God, Earth and Me

And this, I feel I have finally placed myself,
in existence the only place I ever wanted to be.
Solitude in life, a comfort of swallows.
Blinded by ways, paved by paths.
I adrift long enough for the rain,
I will sail in this coffin with my pain.
A home is all I long for.
A place of peace to be.
Safe.
When I find my spirit, I hope it won't be too late.
But when I die, I hope I find the answer's.
Love, God, Earth and Me
 
Life, is the sea in your heart...
The storms in your head...
The sand in your hands...

Thank you.

Monday, July 29, 2013

If Earth Was Really Purgatory

Cataloged and documented, every ones strapped in the back.
Thousands, blessed with a disease and a curse.
No life but a parasite.
Get out!
You fake!
You cannot change these legends.
"All famous writers live on, because they tell the truth."
One entry, one way.
This crushes my spirit and breaks my vertebrae.
Born into a heavenly hell, with the power to believe,
to feel, to love and to hate.
All motives like circles, the sharks become the prey.
The angels become demons and the demons are forgiven.
God...
(show me the way)
The way to the grave.
...
Pull these skeletons from my heart.

Monday, June 24, 2013

Suspension For Life

A man's dreams are open up through his desires.
And how he expresses them,
is his own turmoil.
But, may there be no mark in history or any will for the future.
That from those who have put actions to words have held nothing short of the lie.
Only the truth for those who believe,
shall forever mourn that faith, until the day they die.
 
I seek no adventures,
no journeys.
I held my tongue on the road to salvation.
I have bit my lip to taste blood.
I have bathed in sin(s).
Even though I have singled myself into silence,
I will not forget how to bury my legions.
Blindly, willingly, I continue to march on.
From forcing an anchor to not sink.
An example of peace, is living it.
I await no further hesitation.
"May my will be done."
 
 
 
 
 
 
Acceptance; Acknowledging what is and what always will be. Unless provided the will to change.
Forgiveness; Is distinguishing the fires you have surrounded yourself with.
Invincibility; True Self, Faith
Fear; What you cannot control.











Friday, June 21, 2013

I feel, I have dreamnt a Heaven before...

I have been here once before,
the dreams,
the nightmares.
How they consume you,
they consume me.
Struggling to search, I have forgotten how to find.
Time is a wasting.
So I took a knee and held my breath.
I held it for so long the air escaped me.
The air that was suppose to be there for me.
Rebelled and said,

"You have stopped believing that everything here is free."
Nothing made sense, but I'll bite.
"I have nothing, no care, just a sadness in my spine."
"You need to wake up, and understand, you have the gift, many have missed."
I was told that I possessed a gift before, but I didn't believe them. Told them I am just like anyone else, stuck in a world where I don't belong. I was lonely and felt sorry for myself.
Pathetic. Yeah, I said it.
"You live, because you must. The meaning of life are in your years. You will be granted death, when satisfactory and love has taken place. But first you must live. Live to be worthy of death. Death is the greatest gift you can receive. It grants you passage for eternal life, when this one remains only temporary."

It took me a moment to believe, that I grew selfish of myself.
The body I so longed have worshipped, is only temporary.
A body is born, like a seed, blossoms, then dies and returns back to the earth.
The earth can keep my body, my soul belongs to God.

"I use to be the one drowning in the waves."
Now I walk them.

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Captivity Pt. 1

From the surface,
these faces look disfigured.
Crisscrossed from time and back again.
This cannot be the end. Under salvation from the burning sun.
We can dream paradise, but cannot sell Babylon.
I beg for a different quest,
to sell my soul is the cause of death.
The demons may come in numbers, but remain silent to the blow of the last trumpet.
Wake up!
The hardest thing in life, is teaching those who are drowning, to swim.