I have been here once before,
the dreams,
the nightmares.
How they consume you,
they consume me.
Struggling to search, I have forgotten how to find.
Time is a wasting.
So I took a knee and held my breath.
I held it for so long the air escaped me.
The air that was suppose to be there for me.
Rebelled and said,
"You have stopped believing that everything here is free."
Nothing made sense, but I'll bite.
"I have nothing, no care, just a sadness in my spine."
"You need to wake up, and understand, you have the gift, many have missed."
I was told that I possessed a gift before, but I didn't believe them. Told them I am just like anyone else, stuck in a world where I don't belong. I was lonely and felt sorry for myself.
Pathetic. Yeah, I said it.
"You live, because you must. The meaning of life are in your years. You will be granted death, when satisfactory and love has taken place. But first you must live. Live to be worthy of death. Death is the greatest gift you can receive. It grants you passage for eternal life, when this one remains only temporary."
It took me a moment to believe, that I grew selfish of myself.
The body I so longed have worshipped, is only temporary.
A body is born, like a seed, blossoms, then dies and returns back to the earth.
The earth can keep my body, my soul belongs to God.
"I use to be the one drowning in the waves."
Now I walk them.
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